Tuesday 21 May 2013

Ivory


There is a boat. Carved out of the biggest Oak.
With Ivory oars. And none to row.
I look with envy. I look without hope.
I watch its rotting away with the crop.
I know not how to Oar. I'm afraid to step afar.
I want to cross the ragged sea. I Want to fight its monsters head on.
I am sick of running away. I want to be sea sick again.
I don't want to be a coward. Or an earthly prince.
I am a prisoner. And prisoners die a slow death.
To escape my fate I look at the boat.
I would row across and reach unfamiliar shores.
I would sell the ivory worth its weight in gold.
The gold will fetch me men and arms.
An Army I shall build.
An Army I shall fight.
An Army I shall defeat.
Our Victories shall not lose its charm.
A King I shall be. Inherit a kingdom so warm.
As a King I shall rule. At the capital my throne.
A beautiful queen. And hungry subjects gone.
I shall be kind and merciful. Noble and Just.
I shall live a comfortable life and return to dust.

All this and many more valiant prophecies in store.
Only if i knew how to row an Ivory Oar.

Wednesday 1 May 2013

I am.

By not speaking
I spoke too much
by not smiling
I laughed
By not seeing
I grasped it all
By not listening
I followed
By not seeking
I found
By not waiting
I remained
By not sleeping
I slept
By not dreaming
I dreamt
By not wanting
I longed
By not crying
I wept
By not fighting
I fought
By not losing
I lost
By not moving
I reached
By not thinking
I thought
By not feeling
I felt
By not being
I am.