It is time.

How I have missed you?

Being a part of you.

Feeling things long lost,

tasting a forgotten memory.

Why be elusive?

Why be someone else?

Why care about the world?

Lets burn it all down,

Let take each thing apart,

one by one.

Let us rebuild it all anew. 

Let us recreate, remould. 

Sit up now,

time to wake up. 

You have been drugged for far too long,

The haze is waning,

Numbness fading. 

It is all coming back.

Look up now,

Nobody's here. 

Nobody ever was. 

Or has been. 

Or ever will.

It is just you,

and will always be,

Just you.

Stand up now.

Scream into the void.

Shout it out loud,

and walk away.

For this nothingness will never remember,

will never respond. 

So take what is yours,

burn them old bridges,

and memories,

and hopes.

Let's dream again.

And this time, 

Let us not care. 

Lets go back to the place, 

when you started,

and undo everything. 

Let us rebuild.

Relearn.

Recreate. 

Reclaim. 

It is time. 

Phase II

A different train ride today. Not to another stop. Just riding along. Taking myself to another world. A world of big and mighty. something so overwhelming that everything else from back home looks like a Dream. A fantasy of unrealistic proportions come true. This is it now. A new world and another race. You're not forgiven this time. I do not get to fail. I must succeed this time around.  There are no second chances in your second beginning. Only hardwork can help me. And we strive to succeed. If I do the numbers enough then I get to see the sunset from the skies. And that it what I am working towards.