Alive

Alive I think I am
Awake I never was
Amid a circling chaos
Asleep I sing a song

Song of the night
Played in the day
The words we seldom hear
Are the ones keeping us alive

Living in the past
Zombie of the present
Holding on to the spoils
Of a war hard fought but forgotten

Incomplete and Half-done
Have been and to be.

Purpose

We are,
And that defines us.
What is our purpose?
A question that existed
Even before our creation.
a creation
That might have been the question.

Babyblue

Why do I look at my hand and feel yours'
Touch my heart and feel your heartbeat
Try to speak and hear your voice
Write how I feel and feel how u write
open my eyes and see you here
Close mine and be forever
Your presence is felt
Absent-alive-barely
You followed yours
asking me mine
You're living yours
and that is mine
Love
Life
Dreams
Babyblue

Better man

Why am I so
Unfair to the voice
Hurting inside
Trying to be fair
Living within a shell
Afraid to lose again
Hurting you
With this fear
Pure of heart and Soul
Fear losing it all
Trying to be a better man
Always have forever will
Hope I ain't late
To ask for forgiveness
Hope you do wait
For better tomorrow
Help me girl
I need you now
Fight my battles
Show me how

Rain

In this rain
I so shall be
Waiting for thee
Till I stop being
In this rain
I so shall be
Holding on to you
And so promise too
In this rain
I so shall be
With a broken smile
You will never see
In this rain
I so shall be
Washing away
My infinite sin
In this rain
I so shall be
Hoping to live
With you Lily

You - me

Your eyes
My sight
Your lips
My breath
Your skin
My touch
Your smile
My happiness
Your scent
My high
Your voice
My song
Your innocence
My presence
Your soul
My shadow
Your anger
My chaos
Your dreams
My reality
Your love
My life
Your days
My eternity.

Choices

Do you feel
the presence
Of the being that exist
Only in your head
Feeds on your thoughts
and tastes your fears
Holds you back
Telling upfront
'You are not
And shall not be'
The one
To stab, to kill
To naught the reign
we go to war
Battles won
And lost
Returned home
With scars
with Memories of time
Singing our song
Yet we try to sleep
Night after night
To dream once again
To live,
Once more